Somehow, 9 years after embarking on a spiritual journey oft-confused by whether it is the result of praying every day starting in 2016 or just a three year stretch of refusing to take medicine, the journey has somehow continued to this day, even after returning to medicine in the summer of 2019. People have been …
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If what we’ve been saying about worldwide trends originating in KC over the past 20+ years is true, then what does the recent election say about the middle? I’ve been saying for probably the past 5 years that if you present yourself as left wing but 1. Enjoyed your life more while trump was in …
Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! I’m still continuing medication and therapy for schizophrenia (I’ve been living with it since at least 2004). I’ve also begun, or restarted to some extent, cognitive therapy. It’s helping me identify what the bad voices want my first thought or gut instinct to be, and how I can …
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Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! In the time since the last entry on LBL, I finished reading the Bible (King James Version). I started from the beginning, about two years ago, when I was starting to recover from trauma, and made incremental progress leading up to a point last month where I finally …
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“What is the root of your creative ideas?”, a voice asked one night while I was laying down. “Is it angle? Is it shape? Is it color? Is it size? Is it vibration?” It made me think about the word “vibration” in a way I never have before. I started thinking about visual waveforms of …
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