Is The New Hand Chip Implant The Bark of the Meast?

Managing my schizophrenia has been easier to deal with overall so far to start the new year. To this point I’ve been surprised, as February, March and April have traditionally been difficult for a few years. I have been drinking more tea and coffee than usual, as it’s been somewhat cool outside to start the …

Spirits Represented By Birds (retep, kepli & ekim)

“kepli is a falcon,” began a voice as I was drinking a cup of coffee with headphones and music one morning. “retep is an eagle. ekim is a hawk.” For those who haven’t been reading this blog for very long, retep, kepli and ekim are three spirits that are very bad for me. I see …

It’s All About Censorship

The “if you can’t take it, don’t dish it” attitude about censorship keeps many unknowing of the worst that can happen to them. Bad things people may not have experienced won’t occur to them as something others have gone through, depleting help that could be meant for victims. The “if you can’t take it, don’t …

The Importance of Clockwise Rotations

Over the past 5 years, a lot of the good voices I hear in my schizophrenia experience have been encouraging me to imagine movement around me. There is a difference, though, between clockwise and counter-clockwise rotations. The voices have told me that either chromosomes, atoms or other parts of DNA or matter have rotational movement. …

Pinned or Cupped? Has The Shape of Your Ears Changed In Times of RAW?

Some years ago, I was told by voices in my schizophrenia experience that if I look in the mirror and see that my ears are pinned back, that it means I’m supposed to be in survival mode. I was also told that if my ears, in the mirror, appear to be cupped like a satellite …