Hello. I want to thank everyone who has good intentions and hopes for me. I think I may have cancer, as a lump below my right eye has grown over the past year or more. I am hoping to get it scanned and/or tested soon at a doctor appointment that I really hope I can …
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In December, I Was Diagnosed With PTSD
In December, I was diagnosed with PTSD based on traumas I went through from 2017 to 2019. This explains why it’s difficult to remember what schizophrenia alone was like from 2004 to 2016. Schizophrenia is still happening with me, but PTSD symptoms have been mingling with schizophrenia symptoms since 2017.
Talking With God About Our Secrets As A Way To Prepare For The Afterlife
Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! I’m still continuing medication and therapy for schizophrenia (I’ve been living with it since at least 2004). I’ve also begun, or restarted to some extent, cognitive therapy. It’s helping me identify what the bad voices want my first thought or gut instinct to be, and how I can …
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I Finished Reading The Bible (King James Version)
Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! In the time since the last entry on LBL, I finished reading the Bible (King James Version). I started from the beginning, about two years ago, when I was starting to recover from trauma, and made incremental progress leading up to a point last month where I finally …
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Wondering If Vibration Is The Root of Creativity
“What is the root of your creative ideas?”, a voice asked one night while I was laying down. “Is it angle? Is it shape? Is it color? Is it size? Is it vibration?” It made me think about the word “vibration” in a way I never have before. I started thinking about visual waveforms of …
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