Hello. I want to thank everyone who has good intentions and hopes for me. I think I may have cancer, as a lump below my right eye has grown over the past year or more. I am hoping to get it scanned and/or tested soon at a doctor appointment that I really hope I can keep, despite the mental health issues I’ve been writing about over the years as well. So, please do what you can with your hopes and intentions for me, leading up to the doctor appointment and beyond that, and even if the appointment falls through. By the way, in telepathic communication, I was having big problems with covenants taken by others about my plans for the future, big and small, so I will not reveal the place or location of the doctor appointment, to hopefully not fall to covenants that would, are or have distracted from the importance and benefit that I’m supposed to receive based on merely scheduling to take care of my health in the first place.
If you would like to pray for me to not have cancer, and for the lump to disappear via a miracle from Father God, before I may have to need surgery and literally lose my entire right eyeball, without any stingy covenants attached, such as “only if he quits eating”, or “only if he gets Covid”, etc., please do.
As far as mental health goes, I am still hearing a lot of voices all day long, having bad dreams (dreams that I am not in control of, and should not be held responsible for by the time I wake up in the morning and hear in telepathy about how horrible my dreams from the previous night were) and other symptoms due to the onset of schizophrenia 20 years ago and the onset of PTSD just 7 years ago.
The depersonalization symptoms in my PTSD are leading to involuntary bodily movements, and I’m very hopeful that some covenants keeping me from exercising as much as I want, will not lead to epilepsy. So, there’s some kind of metaphysical struggle in and on my body that I think has only emboldened the false narrative that I should be treated as if I’m already in the afterlife. The struggle I go through is not just a mental health struggle anymore, it is a metaphysical struggle, a struggle between good and evil, likely more obvious in mental health symptoms, but one that is basically requiring me to survive with more than one body, affecting real bodily organs, growth, and I guess various human biological systems that I need to be healthy enough to survive. If you read more about symptoms of depersonalization in PTSD, you may understand why I have what could literally be a cancerous 4th eye growing on the side of my face.
One last thing, to at least try to offer my understanding of what your misunderstandings of me stem from: I think that afterlife people are showing us animations of people we know in telepathy as hallucinatory characters on our walls, to inform us of what those afterlife people want us to think about the people we know. Not all of these afterlife people want you to think the truth about the human friends you have, perhaps some truth but a mix of truths and lies depending on whether the afterlife people are good or bad. So, do not assume that just because you see your friend or family member in a hallucination when you’re at home by yourself, that they are too smart to be trusted, when they’re likely just at home or at work not paying any attention to you in telepathy.
Once again, thank you to my helpers, living and in the afterlife, male and female, and of various skin colors. I need your help now, nearly more than ever before.