Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! I’m still continuing medication and therapy for schizophrenia (I’ve been living with it since at least 2004). I’ve also begun, or restarted to some extent, cognitive therapy. It’s helping me identify what the bad voices want my first thought or gut instinct to be, and how I can …
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Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! In the time since the last entry on LBL, I finished reading the Bible (King James Version). I started from the beginning, about two years ago, when I was starting to recover from trauma, and made incremental progress leading up to a point last month where I finally …
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“What is the root of your creative ideas?”, a voice asked one night while I was laying down. “Is it angle? Is it shape? Is it color? Is it size? Is it vibration?” It made me think about the word “vibration” in a way I never have before. I started thinking about visual waveforms of …
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Managing my schizophrenia has been easier to deal with overall so far to start the new year. To this point I’ve been surprised, as February, March and April have traditionally been difficult for a few years. I have been drinking more tea and coffee than usual, as it’s been somewhat cool outside to start the …
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“kepli is a falcon,” began a voice as I was drinking a cup of coffee with headphones and music one morning. “retep is an eagle. ekim is a hawk.” For those who haven’t been reading this blog for very long, retep, kepli and ekim are three spirits that are very bad for me. I see …
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