The Middle Is So Special Though, Fam

If what we’ve been saying about worldwide trends originating in KC over the past 20+ years is true, then what does the recent election say about the middle? I’ve been saying for probably the past 5 years that if you present yourself as left wing but 1. Enjoyed your life more while trump was in …

Talking With God About Our Secrets As A Way To Prepare For The Afterlife

Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! I’m still continuing medication and therapy for schizophrenia (I’ve been living with it since at least 2004). I’ve also begun, or restarted to some extent, cognitive therapy. It’s helping me identify what the bad voices want my first thought or gut instinct to be, and how I can …

I Finished Reading The Bible (King James Version)

Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! In the time since the last entry on LBL, I finished reading the Bible (King James Version). I started from the beginning, about two years ago, when I was starting to recover from trauma, and made incremental progress leading up to a point last month where I finally …

Wondering If Vibration Is The Root of Creativity

“What is the root of your creative ideas?”, a voice asked one night while I was laying down. “Is it angle? Is it shape? Is it color? Is it size? Is it vibration?” It made me think about the word “vibration” in a way I never have before. I started thinking about visual waveforms of …

Is The New Hand Chip Implant The Bark of the Meast?

Managing my schizophrenia has been easier to deal with overall so far to start the new year. To this point I’ve been surprised, as February, March and April have traditionally been difficult for a few years. I have been drinking more tea and coffee than usual, as it’s been somewhat cool outside to start the …