Spirits Represented By Birds (retep, kepli & ekim)

A drum & bass song by Makoto.

“kepli is a falcon,” began a voice as I was drinking a cup of coffee with headphones and music one morning. “retep is an eagle. ekim is a hawk.”

For those who haven’t been reading this blog for very long, retep, kepli and ekim are three spirits that are very bad for me. I see them as spirits in my apartment and other places I go, and they try to drag down my physical and mental health. They often impersonate other spirits to create a delusion unto even more spirits who may be paying attention that they should be trusted when they should not.

My mental health has been better than expected lately, as February, March and April are often difficult months for my mental health specifically.

“They really don’t want birds of prey dying,” the character said, referring to kepli, ekim and retep.

The first voice then went on to try to explain that if retep has a bad dream, that eagles are more likely to come near me. If kepli has a bad dream, falcons are more likely to come near me, and if ekim has a bad dream, hawks are more likely to come near me.

They don’t want me to have a level head. They tell crude jokes about my body when I’m about to shower or use the bathroom. They project various color on my hands and feet to bring about rashes. They’ll shout numbers for abusive telepathic effect.

The worst of the bad spirits to ever exist in the afterlife are protecting retep, kepli and ekim in spiritual form, but the three of them look like clowns, racists, demons-in-training and chauvinists. Unfortunately, they’re around me in my telepathic environment nearly as much as my adored spiritual helpers.

To get as close as you can to God, understanding “live” (spell it backwards) as the distraction from a path to God is important.

Birds are important to pay attention to for your mental health as well.

Starlings, robins and geese are filling my neighborhood this time of year. It’s not fool-proof, but I’ve found that listening to any understood communication in my language from their chirps and sounds can be eye-opening. I think part of the fascination with bird watching is listening to them as well.

“Those things have venom in their talons!” one voice said of the eagles, falcons and hawks.

Here is a list of spiritual meanings of various birds: https://www.universeofsymbolism.com/bird-spirit-animals.html

There’s a consistent theme of trying to conquer new things tied in that link’s description of the spiritual meanings behind eagles, falcons and hawks.

retep, kepli and ekim desperately want whatever it was between 2016-2019 that helped them get ahead while they tried to drag me away from hearing God’s voice, to come back.

I pray every day for myself.

It’s All About Censorship

One of my favorite songs by Thievery Corporation, “Stargazer”

The “if you can’t take it, don’t dish it” attitude about censorship keeps many unknowing of the worst that can happen to them. Bad things people may not have experienced won’t occur to them as something others have gone through, depleting help that could be meant for victims. The “if you can’t take it, don’t dish it” saying is often a challenge to confrontation when the challenging person feels like their ideas are being censored or challenged.

“If you can’t take it, don’t dish it,” could in theory also be used as a mantra among those in inner circles who are trying to rewrite history, and keep facts from making it into history books. “If you think this will make us look unfavorable, don’t say it,” one could assume. This kind of thinking could also keep people from talking about their deepest problems.

If someone has to censor their own presentation to get their point across, they’re not telling or showing the truth. Censorship relies on trained fear. Fear that lies in embarrassment of the presenter if the audience were to know the truth, and fear embedded in the audience based on what they have been conditioned to fear. Different people are afraid of different things. So, what are the most censored means and purposes of communication? I’m not sure, but fear leads to secrets and secrets can keep fear quieter but not silent. The secret-to-fear-to-secret-to-fear cycle is changing.

There’s a scene in one of the old Robin Hood movies where a king or ruler is telling a mistress who’s trying to put clothes on, “Who told you to cover up?”

So, who told you to cover up? And what fear did they instill in you as a likely punishment for not covering up?

Please take care as the weather is changing around the Earth, and I hope that more about the deepest fears of society’s people, and more about schizophrenia can be discovered in the future.

The Importance of Clockwise Rotations

Over the past 5 years, a lot of the good voices I hear in my schizophrenia experience have been encouraging me to imagine movement around me.

There is a difference, though, between clockwise and counter-clockwise rotations.

The voices have told me that either chromosomes, atoms or other parts of DNA or matter have rotational movement. I didn’t pick up any of this in science class.

The thing they’ve been drilling into me though, is that clockwise rotations are good and counter-clockwise rotations are usually bad. They’re telling me that I am easier to impersonate if I project counter-clockwise rotations. I sometimes imagine and feel myself having a beard on my face when I truthfully don’t have much facial hair, like someone is drawing their face on my head to make me look like someone I’m not.

If you were to use a forward-facing clockwise rotation, like tossing an imaginary ball ahead of you, high in the air, that ball eventually falls lower towards the ground. But it doesn’t actually touch the ground and acts like a magnet back into your hand, over and over again, that is one example of imagining rotational movement around you.

I don’t know what the real point of it all is.

Some of the voices tell me that bad spirits are more attracted to counter-clockwise rotations, and that I have to do clockwise rotations so bad spirits stay away.

Please take care as the weather is changing around the Earth.

Pinned or Cupped? Has The Shape of Your Ears Changed In Times of RAW?

Ficticious map drawing by Chris Milbourn for LocalsBeforeLegends.com

Some years ago, I was told by voices in my schizophrenia experience that if I look in the mirror and see that my ears are pinned back, that it means I’m supposed to be in survival mode. I was also told that if my ears, in the mirror, appear to be cupped like a satellite dish, I’m supposed to be listening for information about people’s chances for survival.

I am not a threat to myself or anyone else. I want Peace on this planet for everyone including myself, regardless of condition, background, wealth, resources or skin color.

But, if you think about it, perhaps the black and white family photos in the US in the late 1940s, early 1950s, could be an indicator as to the physical changes we experience based on what we need to be doing, whether we’re aware of what we need to be doing or not.

Some of the voices I hear in my schizophrenia experience tell me that a lot of the males were photographed in family pictures in that era (1940s-1950s) with super huge, cupped ears because spirits were trying to encourage them to listen to the radio for updates on World Raw II.

One voice told me a few years ago, “If you have one ear pinned back, and the other ear cupped, you’re doing it right”.

Evolution in the form of physical traits is, a lot of times, the result of what the human population does to itself.

Related: the footage I’m seeing of the countryside in eniarkU looks a lot like the countryside in the Midwest USA.

I hope more can be learned about schizophrenia in the future. I hope you’re all doing well. Please take care as the weather is changing around the Earth.-Chris

A Poem About DJing

4 hemispheres and a sun

Sun

1 pair of needles and a set of headphones to hear

Hear

2 turntables and a mixer

Mix

DJ means disc jockey so we’re clear

Clear

But are they mixing with their eyes or their ears

Whether using pads or sphreres

Please use your ears

Even the pitch control markers have changed over the years

So please use your ears

Don’t worry if your vinyl isn’t clean

Just keep your spare needles near

There are DJs who actually spin out there

But there’s not as much room for err

When pressing box-shaped buttons trends over baby-scratch cueing

Maybe hi-hats are easier to mix when you can actually see what the sound is doing

The Earth is not flat

There are nature-made curves and man-made squares

Dips, marks and ridges

My needles are running through microscopic canyons

Maybe the Earth will feel better with diamonds digging themselves back underground

belligerent scoundrels are building rubix cube-shaped controllers

The soil is holding all of our 4 corners on its shoulders

Future generations will do better and know more

Please take care as the weather is changing around the Earth. I hope more can be learned about schizophrenia in the future. Thank you for reading!