Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! Before I begin writing about what the hallucinatory characters and voices in my schizophrenia experience have been saying to me recently, I’d like to update the readers on my condition and treatment.
I just recently had an appointment with my psychiatrist. The voices I’ve been hearing in the last month have been mostly supportive in nature, so I think I’ve been hearing good voices moreso than bad ones in that time. My therapist and I are going to come up with a new, revised treatment plan. More social interaction and better balance in my diet are two things I would like to improve upon.
Just within the past 2-3 months, some of the voices have been talking to me about human cloning and virtual reality. Some want me to learn more about those two things, some want me to keep that stuff off my search engine history and some don’t want me to know anything about any of it at all.
I think it was 2000 or 2001 when scientists were cloning pigs. It was big news at the time, but just before news feeds on the internet became popular, so the amount of public feedback on that news was muffled, compared to what it could have been in 2022.
“They want to clone you,” one of the voices ever so often says to me. It’s been coming up more often.
“If you get your life taken, they could have your clone live your life after your remains are incinerated or buried or whatever. They would have your clone believing, thinking, saying and doing a lot of things that you would not want to be associated with, that goes for the physical and telepathy.”
Another voice chided, “They could make your clone a (homosexual) version of you! And it could even have it’s own famous website or TV show or podcast!”
I do not want this to happen. I think the chances are slim that this could happen. But I know that there are people out there who I’ve never met before who know more about my life than I do. People have said some very strange and intelligent things to me that I don’t understand.
There have been big announcements about a virtual reality world that the current internet community is about to dive into. You’ve likely heard of it. It’s name has 3 syllables. The voices I hear do not want me to say, think or type it’s name. I’m not exactly sure why.
“People are going to feel other people’s online accounts touching them through character creation with those goggles on. It’s going to give a lot of people psychosis (schizophrenia symptoms) when they aren’t wearing the goggles, then they’ll get addicted to the goggles. People are already talking about people living with those goggles on or contact-lenses in, but they’re not talking about the people who are going to pass away with their goggles on, go to the afterlife, and think they’ll never get out of the esrevatem because they’re chosen by God.”
Once someone enters that stage in the afterlife there is likely a mountain of terrible things they’d do to keep their “goggles on”. The afterlife is something that the voices talk to me about quite often.
In closing, I do think that a lot of new technology is made with the intent of training the population to take an easy route to evil with current life rewards along the way, but distracting the population from the longer and more difficult route towards good. evil is easy to attain and maintain. Good comes with knowing how bad things can be at different stages of our lives and working toward a great afterlife experience. I have not read or researched much about cloning and virtual reality.
Sometimes, I wish the voices would at least talk to me about self-care and how I can help myself even more, instead of presenting ideas that fuel paranoia.
I am diagnosed with schizophrenia. If the term “schizophrenia” is changed to sound nicer one day, I would think that people would have more room to talk about the voices they all hear in their heads, but didn’t want to be disgnosed with something that sounds as horrible as the word “schizophrenia”.
Please take care as the weather is changing around the Earth. I hope more can be learned about schizophrenia in the future.
Peace (2), Love (1), Knowledge (3), Understanding (4) and Respect (5).