Some of you are going to try to live my life when you get to hell. Will you have better muscle memory than I had in my white milk weakness from being raped/molested and hypnotized my whole life?
Most of you would take your own life.
Many of you want me to die from a self-inflicted gunshot wound so you can deny that I was better than you in the end.
What the afterlife spirits will tell you is that if they actually had their memories wiped of all the abuse (trying to live my life, of course), it would be easier to not repeatedly kill themselves.
So tell me who is it that is so blessed because he couldn’t be too smart? Who couldn’t/and probably won’t outsmart his own savior purpose?
The devil rewards people with military experience who go to hell with and for physical strength. The devil knows, regardless of whether those people were left or right wing, they have potential to be “effective rapists”, and potential to make people with better minds and intent take their own life based on rape torture from them.
I do not know of any respect that I have from people with military experience, in hell or not.
I do not know if people in hell already have some superhuman qualities, nor if they, those afterlife spirits with military experience and all, exist like I do (trapped in a human shell).
Time will tell for most of us.