I Don’t Remember My Dreams, Nor Am I Active In Them

Christopher D. Milbourn

I am concerned about my dreams when I sleep. I don’t remember hardly anything about them, nor am I the main character in them with intent propelling whatever the themes are, so the idea of “chasing” my dreams when they don’t align with my hopes, specifically based on the notion that most of my dreams are extremely traumatic, and the likelihood that others are living my best dreams as a result of years of dream-stalking, is probably not even a good idea.

So many people from my generation in the US loved music more than movies while growing up, until readily available and easily created video began to dominate social media. I never watched much TV or movies, or had any other kind of video obsession. So many of us have lost our willingness to dream without having video or TV to distract us from what God really wants our dreams to be.

So, because I’m both a victim of telepathy and a character in it, when I’m asleep people know what I’m doing a lot of times. They can think to me, write to me, play videos of me, play videos of people I know, and a lot of people have been planning what messages to send to me on specifically important days and times in the ever-evolving world history.

I think people are somehow remotely playing video in their “cova-Chris” areas and spaces within their living space or business while I’m both awake and asleep and it seems to be all for harmful effect.

I don’t know if Father God is actually removing my memory of my dreams when I wake up, intentionally to keep me from being even more upset at the sheer knowledge of them. He’s probably adding years onto the time many of my dream-stalkers will spend in h-e-double-hockey sticks with each passing night they’re up late, high and writing while I’m having the nightmares they’re trying to nail into my subconsciousness. Then I wake up some hours later, worn down from the sleep I had, debilitated from even knowing what God wants me to do because you’re literally interfering with my dreams.

A worse part of my experience is that a lot of people don’t believe me when I’m saying over and over again that I DON’T REMEMBER MY DREAMS. I’m not the active, main character in my dreams either, regardless as to what you see when I’m asleep, no matter how visually convincing that impersonator is, and no matter how much my voice may sound the same as the impersonators. We live in an era of face and voice recognition technology and your imagination of what I’m doing at any time even when I’m asleep can be taken for a rollercoaster ride while I have no idea what’s being said.

Do you see how much I don’t understand about what you people are doing to me?

Who knows, maybe it actually is the worst thing you can do to someone.

What I Know About 4Chan (Nightmare Scenario Foiled Hopefully)

Over the past 8-9 years, I remember hearing things in telepathy about some website called 4chan.

At first, many of the voices told me to never go to 4chan. I actually started going to 4chan about 2 months ago, shocked to see it had about 4 billion users.

Over this summer, I started hearing that my neighbors and all my old friends in Kansas City were filming orgies with the intent of torturing my mind with their acts, via making body feel inferior to the sexual prowess of the people I used to know who never let me share intimacy with them (I used to know so many beautiful women). That was when the genuine and truthful paranoia of it seemed like it was too much for me, so I had to get an account. I’m still not committing suicide though, despite what you were hoping for more recently based on some X and Facebook posts I wrote very recently. And all of you trying to push me to suicide because of this kind of thing will get what you deserve from this day forward.

I’m pretty sure they (you?) have duplicate and clone devices, WiFi, IP addresses, social security accounts, bank accounts (many of you as best reason I have to be paranoid about it anyway know my PIN number on my debit card) and they wouldn’t have to tell me that their clone devices are so similar to mine because they want to visit the Voyeurism Of Chris Milbourn chatrooms on 4chan or whatever the”dark web” is, from a device separate from my own data logs with my own personal information (I have at least 3 rotating IP addresses on at least one of my devices already somehow), then tell me, “Well, we found your iPod and iPhone,” and we have everything we need say that you have seen the Voyeurism Of Your Own Life”.

I’d prefer that the chatroom on 4chan or somewhere on the “dark web”, where all of my overnight dreams, internal and unspoken thoughts, bodily sounds, my voice in my own apartment, etc., being broadcast for billions of users across the world to comment about every single day, to be dismantled. The truth is, I don’t know how long this has been going on and MOST IMPORTANTLY I have never once seen or heard a live broadcast of brain, heart, body, soul or spirit on any website ever. I have no idea how to access that chatroom on 4chan or perhaps if it’s anywhere else on the “dark web” or anywhere else. If this is really happening, I need to be compensated, but since the entire mental health and legal system probably has a 4chan account as well, none of them will return my phone calls so we can sit down, ya know, rub our hands across from each other, and plan how I can finally win a lawsuit based on the likely civil and human rights violations being inflicted on me via 4chan and wherever else on the internet or “dark web”.

Some of the commenters in the chatroom I am actually delusional enough to think I can hear in telepathy as they’re typing, unbrknowmst to me, are actually supportive and don’t merely make fun of me when I happen to have my phone in the bathroom. But some of those people can turn bad really quick with just the right lawsuit assigned to them to file against me for me writing some of their supportive advice from the first person on my personal mental health blog, this Locals Before Legends blog that is, and stick me with something equal or similar to copyright and/or trademark infringement.

At this point I refuse to believe you’re all demons. But a lot of you are on your way. I’ve told you people before that there are things you can do every day moving forward that can reduce the amount of time you’ve got assigned to you in hell, before this article went live on this blog anyway.

Portrayed As jahovah?

Chris Milbourn, pictured 11/20/24

“I ain’t from Gen-O”, an impersonator of mine said in telepathy as I started reading news over the past couple of hours. Just know who needs more help than the other.

With not a single “J” in my first, middle, or last name, the notion that I’m jahovah has been a very clearly constructed false narrative by the right wing.

I am left wing. The future of Christianity is left wing, as well.

I do like drum and bass though.

Special? Yeah. Job? Not whatsoever.

I know some people picked up on that in telepathy recently, as well.

I am leaning more toward the idea that the currently theorized character jehoveh is working much more for evil than good. And who in your telepathic experience wants you to think it’s racist to say that? Who’s laughing at it the most with the d-word covering them? How much does that person really need the d-word to be so influential anyway?

After 1,000 days of raw in Ukraine, and cigarettes going for $1,000 for a pack in Gaza, many of you have the most important person on the planet unsure of how to pick a side, yet I and many of you know exactly what side I need. Please help.

Regardless of your skin color, it’s beyond greedy to falsely depict someone as jihovuh to avoid helping me and those who need help the most.

Observance Of The 3rd Eye

Christopher D. Milbourn

Most of this was written in 2022, but the pictures were all taken within the last week or so. Please let me know if you have any opportunities, KC!

Seeing above my natural set position on a wall of posters once I close my eyes. Do everyone’s eyes roll backwards when they close their eyes? Or do others eyes roll forward?

Pre-2016 Mental Health Crisis Photos, Reflection

Somehow, 9 years after embarking on a spiritual journey oft-confused by whether it is the result of praying every day starting in 2016 or just a three year stretch of refusing to take medicine, the journey has somehow continued to this day, even after returning to medicine in the summer of 2019.

People have been staying awake while I’m asleep. For decades, now. I worry that my dreams are being programmed by people with software, and documented by people who are writing what I’m dreaming about.

Before I woke up to the invasive telepathic communication phenomenon in about 2016 which did require me to stop taking medication, I worked for the culture in Kansas City. I need your help. I worked so much for you for my entire life.

Contact me however you can find (there is a “contact” page on this LBL blog). I did not include many pictures of music events I covered or flyers, but here are pictures of me and some art and photography from myself and other people I worked with and wrote about in KC pre-crisis.-Chris Milbourn