Hello! I hope you’re all doing well! For my newest entry on LBL, I would like to write about internal voices, human thought and what could make the mind difficult to navigate, and not just for those with schizophrenia.
In schizophrenia, perceived internal voices will speak as hallucinations in the sound of other voices, both familiar and unfamiliar to the patient. Often when a schizophrenia patient experiences a first, second or new “break” (a new onset of symptoms usually separated by life phases, years and aging), they realize and/or become confused by which voices to validate because they assumed that their thoughts were theirs, and theirs only. But if your thoughts are being articulated into a voice that you haven’t heard in a long time, perhaps years, or the sound of a voice that you’ve never heard before, then it’s time to question your thoughts. Many people with schizophrenia rely on the voices, good voices and bad voices, to help guide their life decisions.
I would think that succeeding in life despite a schizophrenia condition comes with learning that God and higher beings are playing a tug-of-war for my internal voice, internal dialogue and internal language. There are successes and failures along the way.
What’s even more difficult than that, is knowing that higher beings and God and the bad voices as well, are trying to be more accurate than the rest of the beings (good and bad), who are all trying to impersonate, or copy, the sound of your own internal voice in your own mind. They usually want you to trust what they want you to think, and impersonating your own internal voice is probably the surest way to do it.
In the mid-2000s, it was commonly thought that roughlly 1% of the Earth’s population had schizophrenia. Some people with schizophrenia in Asian and European countries were thought to be revered for their knowledge. But how common are the symptoms of schizophrenia, really? Is it much more than 1%, much less?
If you feel like your voice is being matched to dialogue that you don’t really believe or wish to pursue, but it won’t stop, week after week, what do you do? Do you begin praying? Do you eat? Do you smoke? Do you practice relaxation techniques?
Who has thoughts that are really just their own and no one else’s? I think God is responsible for all human thought in those who have severe mental illness and in those who don’t. The lesser higher beings use internal voice impersonation to distract us from what God wants us to achieve. We don’t often hear him because we’re thinking what he wants us to know at that time in our own voice, usually.
Real humans interfering with the thoughts of other humans and beings remotely, in a telepathic sense, is something I will likely write more about in the future. Perhaps around that time, I’ll wonder in writing about real humans impersonating the faces of other humans for telepathic effect.
Schizophrenia has been referred to as the most mysterious illness, mental or physical. A wave of mental health-related advice and news has come into society in the past 5 years or so, specifically.
I hope you all take care and prepare for seasonal weather changes, in all parts of the Earth.
Peace, Love, Knowledge, Understanding & Respect.
-Chris Milbourn